Wednesday, March 23, 2005
|7:39 PM|
Orientation no. 2It hasn't been fun at all today, that's if I'm very frank with myself. If, to judge by all the mistakes I made, not collecting the money well, forgetting about asking t-shirt size, forgetting about asking medical condition, forgetting to lead them in cheers, abandoning them to Wei Kian for ice-breakers, making them not enjoy 'The Hunt' as much as they should, not being as friendly and personable as I wanted to be, not bonding with them at all, forgetting half their names and many more uncountable things. (I wasn't even near half the day when I stopped listing the things I did badly.)
I did some things better than in O1... but not enough to justify my overall badness
I'm glad to say lotsa XMS pple comin' ta NY!
Well, none of them are actually my bestest best friends, and a couple I actually hate, but still, its good to see a couple of famliar faces. (Yes, and sometimes faeces too... but like I said, nevermind)
Talking about posting, I have this feeling inside me which urges me to go to Buona Vista Drive and punch the lights outta every freaking old man sitting behind their mouldering tables there. The posting this year, frankly, totally suks. I have this gut feeling that they only match the people to their first few choices, and then, if can't get in, just throw them to the jcs no one wants.
That kind of hypocrisy I can't stand. Yes, I'm a hypocrite too, I know, but no, I can't stand it in a
freaking government agency. If they can't make the effort to give everyone literally an equal chance at the choices everyone wants, then they should just take all their self-righteous, good-for-nothing crap about meritocracy and stick it up their smelly, slimy, sweaty assholes.
Yes, and they can go piss up a rope too.
I don't give no shit about them claiming its fair. I tell you something right now. I lie and cheat my parents, and I
always claim I don't. I can make excuses, say its for a good cause, a white lie, but the fact that I ever lied before brands me forever. The same should go for them.
I shouldn't be saying such negative things in my blog, but frankly, I don't give no shit. Yes, that was a double negative you saw me type, and yes, that was pathetic english. But I don't give no shit.
PAP, go to hell.
On a lightier note, I found out flying a kite, (literally, not the jumping off the building meaning) is pretty damned fun. Won't go into much detail. No need.
Sighh~ Time to go call my OG. Ahh, the troubles of being an OGL...
Sayonara.
Looking to the future~
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