Thursday, March 17, 2005
|10:24 AM|
A Fun DayIt has been a great day at sentosa. In hindsight, we did absolutely nothing worth mentioning, except for maybe the kayaking part, the rest was simply being in each other's presence and talking, savouring that moment of being together. I won't go into much detail, since there really is not much detail to go into about. Its just been great being together.
Another piece of memory to walk with me to the end of my days.
Beaches have always held a certain significance for me. I guess that's partly because I've never had much of a habit going to beaches. The few times that I did, I can remember having fun. Secondly, though I've never been religious, my closest experience to any sort of "higher being" was closely related to beaches. Its the "feeling" I guess. Nevermind if you don't understand... I don't understand it myself either. Those things I've read about footsteps in the sand... friendships and everything... well, I won't be in a hurry to forget yesterday's trip.
I can't say honestly I've been a great friend, an indispensable friend. I ask myself, would my friends' lives be any duller, any worse for my absence? And I cannot say yes. I ask myself, is my presence with them what makes their day, is my presence with them a significant part of their memories? And I cannot say yes. All I can say, I have been someone they know, someone they feel towards, yet, not someone who's made much impact.
I certainly hope I've not made our times together worse, for my presence.
I've gotta go now. Done with my reflection for the day, I guess. Seeya'll soon!
Looking to the future~
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